"Have you ever lost on the road?"
yes, happened to me more than once.
"you asked for information to passers-by?"
yes, but no one knew where it was the place where I had to go.
"Why were you walking?"
I are found in the street ..
"You could retrace your steps .."
no, I did not know how to get home.
"you know where your house. Everyone has a place you can call home."
I miss, I want to go back where it all began.
"then you're afraid. Not nostalgia. Nostalgia is a defense against fear what is new "
are not ready. I never have been.
" are you afraid of .. "
yes, I'm afraid. I hate any kind of relationship, I hate any kind of change. I hate the fact that they have no power. No suction. No point to look forward to. I'm lost and do not is no longer any place to go.
"looking for something that no longer exists. you can not go back to your old home if you're not ready to live a new one. "
then sit here. I'll stop for a moment waiting for someone to pass.
"prefersci follow a stranger move your walk?"
I have no strength in my legs. I need to rest tired muscles. I need to close your eyes for a moment and look for peace in some strange dream. forget for a few minutes of being alone.
"a dream is actually sold as ten."
not believe you.
"when dreams do not belong even to yourself. Dreams when you lose all perception of reality."
not believe you.
"I dreamed for a long time, and dream of more. And it saddens me."
not look like a dreamer.
"There are many types of dreams. Grieves my soul, but at the same time reinforcing it. Your sentences him."
I have no alternative. I can not get up, vague aimlessly. I can not stop, I'd be a victim of my despair. I can not search for answers, I lost my sight and hearing for these things. I can not find solutions, the rationality of my thoughts is undermined by my situation.
"do not believe you."
instead should.
"I do not believe your words."
is different, right?
"changes everything. How everything is going to change."
...
"why not try to walk a little more '?"
there is still time to rest his body. There is still time to find some answers.
"you will not find anything."
not find anything.
"miss the last things we have."
lose everything.
"mired at every step."
'll be overwhelmed by my pride.
"to lose my breath."
on to lose the sense of things.
"to fall apart."
to break up the certainty of my beliefs.
"to weep for the wounds of the world."
up to you every single burden of my being so deadly.
"I have no reason to detain."
want to come with me?
"yet we meet again."
I know for sure. now I'm ready to walk together again.
"au revoir .."
that the journey is as good as it always has been and will protect the certainty of your convictions.
"always, it will be .."
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