this year I went silent. no post existential and visionary, no letter to Santa Claus, no tearful farewells and good intentions for the new year.
this year I decided to shut my laconic creativity and hiding their hands inside the sleeves shirt, buttoning it right. I greeted everyone waving his arm up, but few have seen this gesture spartan but friendly. for once I sat quietly giving the worst of me, collecting every possible defect: see the seeds of madness born and die inside of you many times in life and if you're lucky when you know you are saved. This really reborn if it will decide your fervent intelligence.
I have pain all over the body, minor aches and pains left over from another year of weight loaded on the shoulders, because the past twelve months I have heard them all: no matter what you raise, good and evil, good or bad, gravity draws it all down, no exceptions. I have pain because they are still conscious, still around my eyes and see colors, stars, trees, green, yellow, white, snow. I hear the deep voice of my father and I see my sister smile and grow.
are like an old rusty iron screw on vacation on the sea floor, I do not know how to write or study time. I left the brain atrophy because it is easier to fight the apathy of every day. I took some time for me, and it was important. I gave time to others, and I was happy. I hurt, I hurt. I'm cured ..
not want to elaborate. I learned more this past year than I could hope for. I learned that the weather decides everything and we can only fix the details. I learned that will really never enough. I have nothing more to add except a final promise, a final sigh of freedom written by tapping on the keyboard in a heavy winter evening:
try to be more present. point. the rest will come by itself, as it has done and how I never noticed ..
I leave you with a smile, the warmest, maliconico the sweetest smile and the world, because every image that passes through my head crazy, is the most beautiful and wonderful that I had a choice today .. a smile lit up by a cold winter evening.
